How I Learned to Look at Myself Without Shame
I used to avoid mirrors.
Not all of them just the ones that showed too much. The ones that caught me off guard in the morning light, before I put on my mask. The ones that didn’t lie.
Seeing myself naked, truly naked, was more than skin. It was history. It was the gaze of others I had internalized. It was every “you should” and “you’re not enough.”
But one day, I stopped.
I stood there. Not to criticize. Not to fix. Just to witness.
And something changed.
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At first, it was uncomfortable. I kept focusing on the uneven skin. The third breast. The softness of my belly. The little lines I never signed up for.
But then, I softened.
I started noticing the curve of my waist. The stories in my stretch marks. The boldness of my form. And how, even when I wasn’t trying to be “hot,” I was powerful.
Being naked wasn’t about seduction. It was about return. Returning to the body I had abandoned in exchange for approval.
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Mirrors tell the truth, but we decide the story
I realized the shame wasn’t in my body it was in the way I had been taught to look at it.
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Curiosity. Desire. Doubt. Fear. Longing.
And maybe, somewhere in all that, a bit of hope. Hope that someone out there is living unfiltered, unapologetically and still standing tall.
I want to be that someone.
Today, I look in the mirror and I don’t flinch
I smile.
Sometimes I laugh. Sometimes I tear up. But always, I stay.
And in that staying, I heal.
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